For a while we run
together hand in hand
A sunny time, in
storming land
It's time that
hitting me, when soul become a furrow
driping venom
in me, burning in joy and sorrow
It's time that fills
again my senses with emptiness!
I don't regret
this now, must blame the past for this...
A poison is my
blood, a poison long and well
Who turns it
slowly, slowly my loneliness in hell
Pain is air
which I breathe, when thinking about past
Becomes so hard,
so dense, and hate myself. I must!
A tear not runs it
down, my face completely dry is
But maybe just like
that it is a man who cries....
I'm sad always when
I feel how difficult it was
But all along I
know, the future can be worse.
Like a sailor ill
of land 'coz it is learned with sea
It's just how I
fill now, around and inside me
I m sick, I m crazy,
and I love you being absent
And feeling you
inside me... more real more present!
I'm done. This
suffocates me, of all my life it bites
And so, I flirt
again with sublimes suicides.
In silence that appear
when death is near by
My soul is
struggling hard and probably I die...
It is a cling to
feelings; it is a cling that's violent
And outcry of all
this, is lost for good in silent...
I'm tormented
again by need of all my sins
Too fill my
mouth with you like how I did it once
Hoping that my
temples will stop to burn so hard
Knowing that
can't be, but wanting it for that
And in this rush
of breathing, in madness bit of pain
What you meant
for me, or do I really can't explain.
Looking back
again and seeing all like a signee
You are my life,
my sin, my threadbare and sublime.
Me love is not fulfilled,
I live in past, it's wrong
Now when you aren't
here I know it's very strong
Once before when
I was nourished with you
I said and felt
it something, I thought it was so true
A thousand years
must waiting for real love in desert!
Then, 'coz I
felt I said it, now 'coz I feel I know it!
And if there's
one thing that 's undone... the last!!!
It's all my life
without you, and living in the past...
Please, please
forgive my foolishness if I upset you dear
It's hard to be
present while always I'm not here.
I turn to sleep again, go back in my regress
Cause drug is now and ever the frozen loneliness...